♥ Friday, January 25, 2008♥
I'm not that satisfied with my results although it is okay.It's just that I 've felt that I can achieve better results than that.All of you have attained better results than me!I'm kind of envious of all of you.Guess I've expected too much.In the end,I'm brought back to reality.
Anyway,that is not so important anymore.All of us have to proceed,yet again,in life.I don't really harbour any hope of us meeting up in the future.Rare chance of it.If there is even any minute chances of us doing so.
To talk about it,I'm kind of envious of anechan.Her family members were so exhilarated when they heard the good news.As for my parents,there ware no such open display of affection like saying I'm proud of you etc.In fact,my mother said that she was disappointed in me.I kind of expected that comment from her.But then,this doesn't mean that I shouldn't be upset by it.And you know what,she keeps telling others[friends]that same line over and over again.This just stings me.
I'm already kind of disappointed too so she shouldn't keep harping on it.As for my father,he remained solemn as usual.It is to such a extent that I suspect he have no inkling what is going on.I seriously doubt he knows that what with all the secret coding circulating around the house.Yes.We are using sign language mixed with others to converse on this matter to prevent nosey-parkers on the 13th floor above us to know that.Hence,it is definitely a amusing sight to behold.
It's okay.I've got rather good results,like the rest.Here's a leaf taken out of my brother's book.Failures are not indicators of my ability.They are simply the vital experience I need in order to learn and succeed.Here's another.I will accept everything calmly.Bye,till later.
LittleTwinStar wished again.
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