I'm not in a good mood-not at all.I don't know why,but I cried.Now,I just feel really exhausted and bereft or void of any feelings .It is really baffling to me because I reckoned I should have done well or rather okay in my Lit Exams today.Secondly,there was nothing extremely vexing during the past few hours.Anyway,the conclusion is that I have cried-due to nothing.Ha ha.
Actually,it isn't that funny.Sorry.It may be another sign of my abnormality.Hope this isn't the start to a crying spell.No thanks,I prefer to have a tear-free face.I have just realise that I only have these abnormalities recently.This lead to me to wonder if I'm just going through some phrase in my life or whether I 'm having depression.
Maybe it isn't as serious as that of our HCL teacher but then it is something not to be treated lightly.Who knows?Anyway,I think that most people went through the same thing except for a few mavericks like anechan and my brother,whom are naturally happy-go-lucky.
Anyway,the reason why I'm paranoid is that I had read in the news that a man just realised that he had depression after he was married.His wife realised that he kept cooping up in the room to cry and that he tend to use violence like beating his wife.Although he had symptoms of depression like crying spells during adolescences,his family just regarded as 无病呻吟。His wife had left him as a result.However,it is really lucky that they reconciled in the end.Of course,he had started treatment after realising his illness.
This incident had led me to wonder whether I had a similar situation,maybe of a milder nature than that of his.Maybe I'm being paranoid in thinking that I have some symptoms of depression.For instance,I cried quite frequently,keep losing my temper on a daily basis,using violence like hitting my brother on a daily/two to three day basis and ext.
Hopefully,it is a minor matter but I'll shudder at the notion of possible misinterpretation that will lead to delay in treatment and otherwise.
LittleTwinStar wished again.
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