I think that I prefer writing in my own private secret diary than on the blog.But that doesn't mean that I dislike to write online.It's just that I have to contemplate things and choose my words carefully before posting.This is both an enjoyable and a torturous time for me.It's enjoyable because I can have"grandeur of delusion".I can also daydream that my English is very good just because I always try to use flowery language in my posts.Ha ha.

On the other hand,it is a torture because my true emotions are lost.In the process of typing,I have chosen what to write and what to conceal.I have also polish up my language so it isn't my normal self.Hence it is untruthful and a bit "fake".

Anyway,I may consider transferring some but not all(after all,I deserves to have some privacy)of the content in my diary online.Let's call it a day.Bye